Kissen Katze

Got into the nitty gritty, yeah? Saw some things I didn’t want to see in myself, the normal people things like sometimes a relationship just doesn’t work out, and it’s not your fault. Why did I feel so guilty even after I realized just how normal it was? Well, at least now I know when he told me I was so selfish, didn’t consider his feelings, was bad at relationships, that all that was pretty much because I didn’t actually care about him in the first place. I wonder how many other people had a breakup just like that on the same day? Ah, America.

Well now I’m in a relationship I do care about. Having the tough talks people are supposed to have. But at the same time I’m not even barely breaching the thought of leaving him when I go to college. Not even skimming the surface of my mind. Unfrazzled. Pristine like a fuckin’ lake.